[Please hold for a full minute. Maybe two, as he holds a mental debate with himself as to whether or not he should say what he really thinks, or if he should try to tell a kind lie. But in the end, he's just... not much of a liar.]
i don't know
i thought, last time we were experimented on, that i wanted to die instead of keep suffering through that lack of sleep. but i don't want that. i don't want that for any of us.
so for now i think... i'm not gonna give up, you know? i'm gonna keep helping in the medbay where i can, and just... you know, like you said. live without regrets.
besides, it's too early for the protag to die. you'll be fine
[It's barely even good enough to be called a joke, but it's an attempt at reassurance and lightening the mood.]
you're really out here with the hard-hitting questions huh
i... guess i would, yeah. it's easy to say you're trying to live without them, but it's way harder to actually, you know, ACT on anything. because i don't really want to think this is the end. i'd almost rather just keep thinking that i'll still see everyone tomorrow, just like normal. that everything will BE back to normal
Yeah, man, like if this is gonna be it, might as well bring out the big guns. But I dunno, maybe you're right? Maybe we're just gonna wake up and everything will be back to normal, like none of this shit actually happened.
A few, yeah. Never got to say bye to mom. Never got to kiss someone. Never actually finished high school. Never beat that AAA dude's high score at the Mega Station in Shibuya. It's easier to say you don't have regrets when the time marches forward to like... some undisclosed point? I guess
[His body's eating itself, or... whatever it is that's actually happening to him. When it comes to survival, Ryuji's starting to believe that it's not really going to be an option. So maybe it's better to just... get stuff out in the air.]
And like, y'know
I'd wanna let you know how much you've meant to me since coming here? Does that sound kinda lame? Just in case. Like, if you didn't know. Or something.
even if we wake up and everything's back to normal, i think... i think something is going to have to change. remember we talked once about going back home, like time hadn't passed at all, except we'd gone through all this stuff? if we can make it through this, i think... that will create a bond amongst all of us. the kind that's really hard to break, no matter what we do. no matter what we might say to anyone right now, i think... idk, i hope what we've been through is enough to keep us together.
but i don't think we'll be exactly the same as we were. does that make sense? i don't think we can be. so that's why we have to make it through this, no matter what. somehow.
you're the best friend i've ever had, ryuji. the only friend i could stand beside from the moment we met. that means a lot to me, too, you know? even if you guys don't get how much something like that means, i kind of want you to know. lameness and everything.
if it's regrets, though... i've never kissed anyone, either. i've never even confessed to anyone, how stupid is that? i never apologized for punching venus... never beat nanami at any game, not once. and then i was too much of a coward to tell her about what i was able to do.
idk about ren being a protagonist, but you're definitely one for me
No, it's absolutely fucking amazing. Some of the stuff he wanted Hajime to believe or at least recognize actually felt like it had taken some hold. It's enough to make Ryuji smile, wherever he is on the station, thinking about the life span he's had and wondering if he's actually done good for anyone or anything in the world. He's not egotistical enough to think that he's left a huge impression on anything, but... Hajime. Man, this really hits him straight in the heart and he holds onto that.]
It makes a whole lot of effin' sense, actually
And it ain't lame. None of what you said there is lame at all, dude. All it ever really takes is one person to get to you and you find yourself kinda changed forever. That's kinda what friendship does? I guess.
[Shit, he had literally no one before Ren came into his life.]
And I'm so goddamned honored to be the best friend you've ever had. You know what? I'm lifting the ban on the word- but fuck the people who don't see you the way you oughta be seen. You got like... so much of yourself to give the world. I mean, like, you've given me some of that and I'm a better person for it, so.
Anyway, you should do those things before
If it ever gets too late
Kiss someone
Confess your effin heart out
Apologize to Venus
Don't be a coward
All that stuff is still things you can do, you know?
[It's the first, lightning-quick response he gets out, because he has to immediately drag his friend when given the opportunity. The rest of it takes a little longer.]
anyway, idk about all that. the world is a really big place, you know? but right now, maybe... maybe this station is enough. if i made a difference to anyone here, i think... it'd be nice to be remembered for that. so you don't get to die first, got it?
all of that is easier said than done. it's easy to say "just do it," but what about you and that guy you like? have you confessed to him yet?
[The response comes in just as hot and heavy, right back at Hajime, because that's how he expresses himself to people he likes.]
Yeah, yeah, I'm listenin'. I'll try my best here.
But uh
It is kinda easy to just do it
I mean not all the bullshit that leads up to it 'cause that's pretty terrifying to be honest, but. Yeah, he actually confessed to me first. And now I guess... I kinda might have a thing going on with Dave? I dunno if it's like boyfriends or
Shit that's lame
Pretend I was cooler when I said it
But it felt good, and if there's someone you got those mad dokis for, lemme tell you first hand, getting it off your chest, no matter the outcome is pretty effin' sweet.
[Hajime is also definitely the first person he's told.]
[Well that's... definitely a surprise, considering Hajime's main experiences with Dave include saving his life, acting like a cool guy, and being generally difficult to understand. But... it's kind of nice, in a way, hearing that Ryuji's happy. Even if Hajime doesn't really get it.]
what do his eyes look like under the shades?? you have to tell me when you find out
seriously, though, that's awesome. i'm glad you guys are happy. i'm a little jealous tbh
anyway i... don't think i can just tell her. haru, i mean. if i were her, and i were [dying, but he can't say that,] going through what she is and had someone i didn't have feelings for confess to me... idk, it'd make things weird when we're already going through hell. not to mention erika and i are still sleeping next to each other so we don't have to be alone, and that should be weird, but it's not. but it WOULD be weird if something did happen. right?
[At least he is calling her Erika now, for what it's worth. Why did he do this to himself?? What a mess.]
it's stupid. we have all this other shit to deal with, and we're worried about this kind of stuff? we could have just stayed in school for this kind of thing
[Defining all the experiences that led up to him having his own case of the mad dokis is absolutely out of the realm of experience in which he knows how to do, because he really doesn't understand it himself without going on a really weird, rambling, long winded thing. Which Hajime doesn't deserve to be subjected to. It'd be the romance novel part 2 text.]
Yeah, Dave
I ain't that great at explaining stuff to be honest, so like... I guess it's easy to just say that we got a lot in common. Oh shit, his eyes? I dunno if I'm authorized to divulge that top secret information. Eh, whatever. They're red. And they're like... shit, just lookin' at them makes me kinda flustered and you know me man that ain't usually my speed
[He's just going to get the hell out of his subject!!!]
Ah... so it is Haru?
I kinda thought but I didn't know
But... yeah, no clue here, man. I can only kinda speak for myself but if I'm goin' through hell, maybe it'd make things a little bit better to know they can go through it with someone they dig. You want me to scope out if she's got the feels for you? Mad dokis all around dude
red, huh? that's kinda cool. too bad he hides them behind shades huh?
wait hang on, you're not texting me while you're hanging out with him, right?? don't be rude and ignore him
[He's just assuming, because if he were in a relationship with anyone right now, he's pretty sure he'd want to be all but stuck to their side.]
i thought i told you already... shit. well, yeah. i mean, who wouldn't like her? she's kind and beautiful and kind of... well, really intense. before all this shit started happening, i gave her a box of tea i found and you'd think i gave her the whole damn world in a little wooden box. i'd do that every day if i could.
erika's... idk! i guess i like her too, but it's different. she's my best friend who's a girl, and sometimes we sleep next to each other, and i want to protect her and look out for her and sometimes the things she says makes me think, you know...
fuck, man, this is stupid. go back to telling me about you and dave
How cracked out was he when he texted Hajime during the neverending Spice Girls week? He feels kind of dumb.]
Nah, we're not hanging out atm
My bad
But holy shit that sounds so effin' sweet of you man I bet she loved it. And it kinda goes without saying but if you hurt her feelings by having a crush on two people I'm gonna have to give you a kick in the ass
Lol it's worth losing a leg over
Too morbid?
So wait, I'm kinda confused. Really. Erika or Haru? Who am I rooting for here, dude
Uh, shit. I dunno. What do you wanna know about it?
i think she did. we shared some of it together after i helped her move some stuff from the little garden to the proper one... does it count as a date if you don't, like, SAY it's a date??
look if you're gonna joke about losing your leg i'll have to retaliate by saying your leg will probably go right through me anyway
[He's joking?? But also he's really not.]
dude idk that's what i'm telling you. i like haru a lot, but haru's also like... idk, she's on a whole different level than somebody like me. she's really easy to talk to, but i can't help but feel like, you know, she's better than me? and that feels like a weird way to try to ask somebody out lol.
if i had more time... maybe. who knows? even if i'm gonna regret not doing anything, i'll regret fucking everything up with my friends more. so it's ok to just keep being friends with them both.
tell me about how he confessed to you? was it crazy romantic, flowers, candles, all that stuff? did he leave a letter in your shoe locker for you to meet him on the obvs deck under the light of the moons
Shit man now you're makin' me think of ripping my own arm off and using it as a sword and I know I shouldn't laugh but the image of that is kinda effin' hilarious. Just trying to strike you down like this is some weird ass anime
I dunno
I kinda had a not-date once with Dave and we were just listening to music but looking back on it, it kinda felt like it was anyway. It's pretty much wherever your head is at is the right direction, there's no right or wrong answer with that shit, it just is, until something's said all officially or something
And if you want it to be, it can be.
But you ain't gonna get anywhere thinking that she's completely untouchable to you, man. Putting people up on some sorta pedestal is wrong to do to her and yourself? You know? Like, I can tell you from knowin' her the way I do that she wouldn't want that kinda thing.
Anyway, even if the playing field might've been a bit different back home 'cause we had a lot of shit to deal with and not a lot of time, the opposite's true here, too. Everyone's reset at 0, so no one's better than anyone else. We just are. We're here. What's the point in thinkin' that anyone else is better than you anyway when we're all eatin' the same effin' protein gloop and shitting in the same toilets.
But if none of that got through to ya I'm tryin' to tell you to stop beatin the ever loving shit up outta yourself. You're a great guy. Own it for once.
HAHAHA
NAH
It wasn't anything like that. He launched some really shitty art into space and we were both lookin' at it from the deck and talkin' like we normally do and then I said something really dumb, got super freaking flustered, and let slip that I worry about what he thinks about me. Then he kinda just went for it and said he likes me.
I held his hand it was gay and then the burrito we flushed down the toilet showed up and passed by like some really weird fate thing and now we have a burritoversary it's hyyyypeeee
now you're making me picture it and it's disgusting but i can't stop laughing wtf
hey, am i paying you by the hour or by the word for being my own personal cheerleader? i haven't gotten you the uniform or anything yet, so don't overwork yourself
[If he ever finds one of those, he knows exactly where its new home will be, right in Ryuji's closet.]
but... seriously, thanks. i'd say if you could find a natural way to bring it up with her, go ahead and see what you can find out, but knowing you... you'd just blurt it out anyway. do me a favor and try to contain your big mouth at least until this is all over one way or another, ok?
haha that suits you though, flushed burrito and all. there'd have to be something gross involved if it's you
how often does the burrito come around. am i going to have to block off the area every day so you guys can see it and not get interrupted by anyone else or something
Yeah yeah then you pay to watch me strut around in a miniskirt and pompoms huh
Don't worry dude
If we make it outta this your secrets definitely not safe with me. And if not? Well at least it goes down with me lol
Hey!!! What's that s'posed to mean anyway. I'm not gross at all
[He knows he is, but not being offended by it would mean he accepts it into his little vulgar heart.]
No clue. This is definitely the first time I've seen it since we dunked that shit down into forever never-land but looks like it just showed up like it wanted to anyway
maybe dave's into that i won't judge. want me to ask?
at least you admit i can't expect you to keep any secrets...
nah you're gross. it'll be easier once you accept it. if i did a survey of everyone on this station, i think most would agree with me, and those who didn't are just too polite to say so
yeah, sure, then we'll match our stupid skirts and pompoms. we'll have to choreograph our own routines and fight our way to finals to prove that cheerleading club belongs at our school or something. i bet ren could be talked into joining our cheer squad, then we'll just need to find one more person to be a real club
Like, literally dead last. The list of things that are way better and more awesomer things to talk about with him is nearly an effin' mile long and that one's at the stoplight goin' all "Yo hajime this is a bad idea and Ryuji might kick your ass over it"
Yanno what I mean?
[Counterpoint.
He could literally never hurt Hajime willingly, even for all the trash talk he makes and intimidating thing he says or does. Forehead flicking is pretty much the extent of that, and...
wow, this got really gay.]
Nah. I think there's a manga out there for cheer boys and whatever I do has got to be original and phresh
[Ryuji?? Intimidating?? He wishes. But also Hajime would never intentionally embarrass Ryuji in front of Dave, so they're even.]
yeah yeah, i'll keep it in mind
but see you say that, and i mean idk, there's lots of people here who've never even read a manga i bet, so anything you did would be new to them. like jennifer or alucard, do you really think they've read about cheer boys?
i'm just saying don't rule it out completely. maybe you'll be able to tell the cheer boys story of this century
Dude I'm not sure I wanna imagine a world where the good doc props his feet up after a long hard day of work and indulges in some campy as shit story about boys who leave their sports team to join up and make a cheer squad
oh, so it has to be a campy story too, huh? it's not enough to just be a normal coming-of-age story or whatever
i still think you should draw it and then flush it out the airlock. add that to the collection of other random junk you guys have apparently been tossing out there
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i don't know
i thought, last time we were experimented on, that i wanted to die instead of keep suffering through that lack of sleep. but i don't want that. i don't want that for any of us.
so for now i think... i'm not gonna give up, you know? i'm gonna keep helping in the medbay where i can, and just... you know, like you said. live without regrets.
besides, it's too early for the protag to die. you'll be fine
[It's barely even good enough to be called a joke, but it's an attempt at reassurance and lightening the mood.]
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Man, you're still hangin onto the protag thing, huh? I always kinda thought that was Ren's universe and I was always just kinda the goofy sidekick
But it's neat you think that about me yanno
Uh
So regrets, yeah?
If it happened 5 minutes from now would you have any?
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i... guess i would, yeah. it's easy to say you're trying to live without them, but it's way harder to actually, you know, ACT on anything. because i don't really want to think this is the end. i'd almost rather just keep thinking that i'll still see everyone tomorrow, just like normal. that everything will BE back to normal
whatever passes for normal around here, anyway
you?
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A few, yeah. Never got to say bye to mom. Never got to kiss someone. Never actually finished high school. Never beat that AAA dude's high score at the Mega Station in Shibuya. It's easier to say you don't have regrets when the time marches forward to like... some undisclosed point? I guess
[His body's eating itself, or... whatever it is that's actually happening to him. When it comes to survival, Ryuji's starting to believe that it's not really going to be an option. So maybe it's better to just... get stuff out in the air.]
And like, y'know
I'd wanna let you know how much you've meant to me since coming here? Does that sound kinda lame? Just in case. Like, if you didn't know. Or something.
Anyway, what're yours?
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but i don't think we'll be exactly the same as we were. does that make sense? i don't think we can be. so that's why we have to make it through this, no matter what. somehow.
you're the best friend i've ever had, ryuji. the only friend i could stand beside from the moment we met. that means a lot to me, too, you know? even if you guys don't get how much something like that means, i kind of want you to know. lameness and everything.
if it's regrets, though... i've never kissed anyone, either. i've never even confessed to anyone, how stupid is that? i never apologized for punching venus... never beat nanami at any game, not once. and then i was too much of a coward to tell her about what i was able to do.
idk about ren being a protagonist, but you're definitely one for me
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No, it's absolutely fucking amazing. Some of the stuff he wanted Hajime to believe or at least recognize actually felt like it had taken some hold. It's enough to make Ryuji smile, wherever he is on the station, thinking about the life span he's had and wondering if he's actually done good for anyone or anything in the world. He's not egotistical enough to think that he's left a huge impression on anything, but... Hajime. Man, this really hits him straight in the heart and he holds onto that.]
It makes a whole lot of effin' sense, actually
And it ain't lame. None of what you said there is lame at all, dude. All it ever really takes is one person to get to you and you find yourself kinda changed forever. That's kinda what friendship does? I guess.
[Shit, he had literally no one before Ren came into his life.]
And I'm so goddamned honored to be the best friend you've ever had. You know what? I'm lifting the ban on the word- but fuck the people who don't see you the way you oughta be seen. You got like... so much of yourself to give the world. I mean, like, you've given me some of that and I'm a better person for it, so.
Anyway, you should do those things before
If it ever gets too late
Kiss someone
Confess your effin heart out
Apologize to Venus
Don't be a coward
All that stuff is still things you can do, you know?
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[It's the first, lightning-quick response he gets out, because he has to immediately drag his friend when given the opportunity. The rest of it takes a little longer.]
anyway, idk about all that. the world is a really big place, you know? but right now, maybe... maybe this station is enough. if i made a difference to anyone here, i think... it'd be nice to be remembered for that. so you don't get to die first, got it?
all of that is easier said than done. it's easy to say "just do it," but what about you and that guy you like? have you confessed to him yet?
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[The response comes in just as hot and heavy, right back at Hajime, because that's how he expresses himself to people he likes.]
Yeah, yeah, I'm listenin'. I'll try my best here.
But uh
It is kinda easy to just do it
I mean not all the bullshit that leads up to it 'cause that's pretty terrifying to be honest, but. Yeah, he actually confessed to me first. And now I guess... I kinda might have a thing going on with Dave? I dunno if it's like boyfriends or
Shit that's lame
Pretend I was cooler when I said it
But it felt good, and if there's someone you got those mad dokis for, lemme tell you first hand, getting it off your chest, no matter the outcome is pretty effin' sweet.
[Hajime is also definitely the first person he's told.]
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[Well that's... definitely a surprise, considering Hajime's main experiences with Dave include saving his life, acting like a cool guy, and being generally difficult to understand. But... it's kind of nice, in a way, hearing that Ryuji's happy. Even if Hajime doesn't really get it.]
what do his eyes look like under the shades?? you have to tell me when you find out
seriously, though, that's awesome. i'm glad you guys are happy. i'm a little jealous tbh
anyway i... don't think i can just tell her. haru, i mean. if i were her, and i were [dying, but he can't say that,] going through what she is and had someone i didn't have feelings for confess to me... idk, it'd make things weird when we're already going through hell. not to mention erika and i are still sleeping next to each other so we don't have to be alone, and that should be weird, but it's not. but it WOULD be weird if something did happen. right?
[At least he is calling her Erika now, for what it's worth. Why did he do this to himself?? What a mess.]
it's stupid. we have all this other shit to deal with, and we're worried about this kind of stuff? we could have just stayed in school for this kind of thing
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Yeah, Dave
I ain't that great at explaining stuff to be honest, so like... I guess it's easy to just say that we got a lot in common. Oh shit, his eyes? I dunno if I'm authorized to divulge that top secret information. Eh, whatever. They're red. And they're like... shit, just lookin' at them makes me kinda flustered and you know me man that ain't usually my speed
[He's just going to get the hell out of his subject!!!]
Ah... so it is Haru?
I kinda thought but I didn't know
But... yeah, no clue here, man. I can only kinda speak for myself but if I'm goin' through hell, maybe it'd make things a little bit better to know they can go through it with someone they dig. You want me to scope out if she's got the feels for you? Mad dokis all around dude
Wait what
Wait
You like two girls don't you
You effin' player you
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wait hang on, you're not texting me while you're hanging out with him, right?? don't be rude and ignore him
[He's just assuming, because if he were in a relationship with anyone right now, he's pretty sure he'd want to be all but stuck to their side.]
i thought i told you already... shit. well, yeah. i mean, who wouldn't like her? she's kind and beautiful and kind of... well, really intense. before all this shit started happening, i gave her a box of tea i found and you'd think i gave her the whole damn world in a little wooden box. i'd do that every day if i could.
erika's... idk! i guess i like her too, but it's different. she's my best friend who's a girl, and sometimes we sleep next to each other, and i want to protect her and look out for her and sometimes the things she says makes me think, you know...
fuck, man, this is stupid. go back to telling me about you and dave
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How cracked out was he when he texted Hajime during the neverending Spice Girls week? He feels kind of dumb.]
Nah, we're not hanging out atm
My bad
But holy shit that sounds so effin' sweet of you man I bet she loved it. And it kinda goes without saying but if you hurt her feelings by having a crush on two people I'm gonna have to give you a kick in the ass
Lol it's worth losing a leg over
Too morbid?
So wait, I'm kinda confused. Really. Erika or Haru? Who am I rooting for here, dude
Uh, shit. I dunno. What do you wanna know about it?
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look if you're gonna joke about losing your leg i'll have to retaliate by saying your leg will probably go right through me anyway
[He's joking?? But also he's really not.]
dude idk that's what i'm telling you. i like haru a lot, but haru's also like... idk, she's on a whole different level than somebody like me. she's really easy to talk to, but i can't help but feel like, you know, she's better than me? and that feels like a weird way to try to ask somebody out lol.
if i had more time... maybe. who knows? even if i'm gonna regret not doing anything, i'll regret fucking everything up with my friends more. so it's ok to just keep being friends with them both.
tell me about how he confessed to you? was it crazy romantic, flowers, candles, all that stuff? did he leave a letter in your shoe locker for you to meet him on the obvs deck under the light of the moons
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Alexa, play "kiss the girl."]
Shit man now you're makin' me think of ripping my own arm off and using it as a sword and I know I shouldn't laugh but the image of that is kinda effin' hilarious. Just trying to strike you down like this is some weird ass anime
I dunno
I kinda had a not-date once with Dave and we were just listening to music but looking back on it, it kinda felt like it was anyway. It's pretty much wherever your head is at is the right direction, there's no right or wrong answer with that shit, it just is, until something's said all officially or something
And if you want it to be, it can be.
But you ain't gonna get anywhere thinking that she's completely untouchable to you, man. Putting people up on some sorta pedestal is wrong to do to her and yourself? You know? Like, I can tell you from knowin' her the way I do that she wouldn't want that kinda thing.
Anyway, even if the playing field might've been a bit different back home 'cause we had a lot of shit to deal with and not a lot of time, the opposite's true here, too. Everyone's reset at 0, so no one's better than anyone else. We just are. We're here. What's the point in thinkin' that anyone else is better than you anyway when we're all eatin' the same effin' protein gloop and shitting in the same toilets.
But if none of that got through to ya I'm tryin' to tell you to stop beatin the ever loving shit up outta yourself. You're a great guy. Own it for once.
HAHAHA
NAH
It wasn't anything like that. He launched some really shitty art into space and we were both lookin' at it from the deck and talkin' like we normally do and then I said something really dumb, got super freaking flustered, and let slip that I worry about what he thinks about me. Then he kinda just went for it and said he likes me.
I held his hand it was gay and then the burrito we flushed down the toilet showed up and passed by like some really weird fate thing and now we have a burritoversary it's hyyyypeeee
Not really that romantic or anything
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hey, am i paying you by the hour or by the word for being my own personal cheerleader? i haven't gotten you the uniform or anything yet, so don't overwork yourself
[If he ever finds one of those, he knows exactly where its new home will be, right in Ryuji's closet.]
but... seriously, thanks. i'd say if you could find a natural way to bring it up with her, go ahead and see what you can find out, but knowing you... you'd just blurt it out anyway. do me a favor and try to contain your big mouth at least until this is all over one way or another, ok?
haha that suits you though, flushed burrito and all. there'd have to be something gross involved if it's you
how often does the burrito come around. am i going to have to block off the area every day so you guys can see it and not get interrupted by anyone else or something
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Don't worry dude
If we make it outta this your secrets definitely not safe with me. And if not? Well at least it goes down with me lol
Hey!!! What's that s'posed to mean anyway. I'm not gross at all
[He knows he is, but not being offended by it would mean he accepts it into his little vulgar heart.]
No clue. This is definitely the first time I've seen it since we dunked that shit down into forever never-land but looks like it just showed up like it wanted to anyway
But that's some cutesy shit right there dude
Are you gonna be my cheerleader now?
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at least you admit i can't expect you to keep any secrets...
nah you're gross. it'll be easier once you accept it. if i did a survey of everyone on this station, i think most would agree with me, and those who didn't are just too polite to say so
yeah, sure, then we'll match our stupid skirts and pompoms. we'll have to choreograph our own routines and fight our way to finals to prove that cheerleading club belongs at our school or something. i bet ren could be talked into joining our cheer squad, then we'll just need to find one more person to be a real club
write your next manga about that
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That is the last thing you should ask Dave
Like, literally dead last. The list of things that are way better and more awesomer things to talk about with him is nearly an effin' mile long and that one's at the stoplight goin' all "Yo hajime this is a bad idea and Ryuji might kick your ass over it"
Yanno what I mean?
[Counterpoint.
He could literally never hurt Hajime willingly, even for all the trash talk he makes and intimidating thing he says or does. Forehead flicking is pretty much the extent of that, and...
wow, this got really gay.]
Nah. I think there's a manga out there for cheer boys and whatever I do has got to be original and phresh
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yeah yeah, i'll keep it in mind
but see you say that, and i mean idk, there's lots of people here who've never even read a manga i bet, so anything you did would be new to them. like jennifer or alucard, do you really think they've read about cheer boys?
i'm just saying don't rule it out completely. maybe you'll be able to tell the cheer boys story of this century
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i still think you should draw it and then flush it out the airlock. add that to the collection of other random junk you guys have apparently been tossing out there
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Do you have a cheer boy fetish that I'm learning about right now
Is this your thing
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[Just gonna keep. outrunning those gay thoughts.]
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1/?
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