[He laughs quietly, giving her a small, almost rueful smile. He's just lost too many people he cares about not to have a nagging fear in the back of his mind, that one day he's going to wake up and she'll just be gone. Or she'll go on a mission like Faize and Lymle had, and never come back.
But he will try not to show it. Which is... progress, or something. Right?]
Just keep being careful, then. And take a mechanic with you next time.
[ because that seems like the obvious choice? she can't get stuck with any of the other mechanics because they actually do useful things for the base, after all.
...Yeah. My classmates and I always meet up for breakfast and dinner, but... none of us have seen her for a few days now. URSULA says she left the base, but... that's all we know so far.
[He exhales and closes his eyes. Way to ruin a light-hearted moment, Hinata-! A real champ.]
It's part of why I'm so glad to see you guys all made it back.
[ that's concerning. people vanish from the base all the time, but hajime figures it'll probably feel a little different if someone you knew from back home was one of the ones who vanished. ]
We'll figure it out.
[ it probably would have been better to say "we'll find her" but hajime would rather not make a promise she isn't positive they can keep. for all they know sonia might not even be on the planet anymore; it's hard to say when they have no idea how everything here even works. ]
I know. We're going to solve the mystery of this planet.
[He appreciates her saying so, honestly, more than he would an empty promise to find her. Because he's well aware that they have no way of knowing what happened to the people who've truly disappeared.]
But that doesn't mean I won't miss the people who are gone.
No, you should definitely miss them. They're your friends, after all! When you care about someone then they're going to be on your mind a lot, especially when they aren't around.
[ at this, she does finally move to get off of him. ]
[Oh, she's getting off. He almost doesn't want her to, she's soft and warm and he's comfortable like this? But he does move his arms so she can get up, shifting back on his elbows.]
Yeah, you're right. It doesn't really get easier, losing someone, but... we can't give up.
Yeah, it's fine. I just washed the sheets the other day.
[In... case she's worried that his sheets are gross?? He gives her another smile and a nod. This has nothing to do with his crush on her, this is literally what he'd offer to just about anyone.]
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[ it's one thing to try not to worry, but actually managing it is something else entirely. ]
I'm very careful though! [ no she's not. ]
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[He laughs quietly, giving her a small, almost rueful smile. He's just lost too many people he cares about not to have a nagging fear in the back of his mind, that one day he's going to wake up and she'll just be gone. Or she'll go on a mission like Faize and Lymle had, and never come back.
But he will try not to show it. Which is... progress, or something. Right?]
Just keep being careful, then. And take a mechanic with you next time.
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[ because that seems like the obvious choice? she can't get stuck with any of the other mechanics because they actually do useful things for the base, after all.
sorry souda. ]
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[The reason Souda hasn't taken a single vehicle anywhere in the time he's been here.]
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[ besides swimming? since... a lot of the places are kind of too far away to swim to unless you are REALLY determined. ]
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[Clearly they just need to sedate him or knock him out.
But bringing up Souda reminds him of something else, his expression sobering again.]
Hey... when you guys were out there, you... didn't happen to run into Sonia, right?
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[ she frowns, looking at him quizzically. ]
Is she missing?
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[He exhales and closes his eyes. Way to ruin a light-hearted moment, Hinata-! A real champ.]
It's part of why I'm so glad to see you guys all made it back.
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We'll figure it out.
[ it probably would have been better to say "we'll find her" but hajime would rather not make a promise she isn't positive they can keep. for all they know sonia might not even be on the planet anymore; it's hard to say when they have no idea how everything here even works. ]
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[He appreciates her saying so, honestly, more than he would an empty promise to find her. Because he's well aware that they have no way of knowing what happened to the people who've truly disappeared.]
But that doesn't mean I won't miss the people who are gone.
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[ at this, she does finally move to get off of him. ]
It hurts but it isn't a bad thing.
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Yeah, you're right. It doesn't really get easier, losing someone, but... we can't give up.
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You sounded very inspirational there!
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[He rolls over to face her, lifting one shoulder in a shrug. If it sounded inspirational, that's good! It seems like that's about all he can do.]
But... you're probably tired, right? The floor can't be a comfortable place for you to sleep.
[And the Countess has taken up her usual spot right in the middle of Hajime's bed. Because cats.]
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[ she lifts her head up to look over at her bed and... yes. there is the cat.
LOOKS LIKE HAJIME WILL JUST SLEEP ON THE FLOOR THEN. it's fine. ]
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[Countess, why...]
You can sleep in my bed, I don't mind. Until we can train the Countess that it's not actually her bed.
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[ she wouldn't mind sleeping on the floor... ]
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[In... case she's worried that his sheets are gross?? He gives her another smile and a nod. This has nothing to do with his crush on her, this is literally what he'd offer to just about anyone.]
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If you get tired too you can nap with me. Since it's your bed.
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[Ah. Hm. Boy, he certainly could say he's feeling sleepy. That sounds like an excellent thing to do??
Except that's way too underhanded. How desperate is he...?]
I'll, uh, keep that in mind. Thanks.
[For... giving him permission to sleep in his own bed, or something. He probably won't actually do it though.]
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Good night, Number One! Feel free to wake me up for anything.
[ it's not night but that's what you say when you are going to bed... ]
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[He won't wake her up for anything that's not life-threatening, though...
But he just smiles at her and moves to head out of the room so it'll be a quieter place for her to rest.]
Good night, Number Two.
[The most he might do is like. Fall asleep on the floor near the bed tbh.]