[It's different, he wants to say. You have something you're good at. You have something you can work toward. I don't have anything like that.
Instead he pauses, takes a deep breath. That's almost like feeling sorry for himself again. He doesn't want to do that anymore, even if it still feels like it's crushing him. First, he has to defend his friends. Then he has to defend himself.]
you say that, but you don't know the people i've spent the most time with and the things we've been through together. people with incredible talents. you can't look down on that.
anyway, i already said i'm going to keep working. your list has a defined goal, something you're working toward. i don't have anything like that. that's why i have to keep looking.
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Instead he pauses, takes a deep breath. That's almost like feeling sorry for himself again. He doesn't want to do that anymore, even if it still feels like it's crushing him. First, he has to defend his friends. Then he has to defend himself.]
you say that, but you don't know the people i've spent the most time with and the things we've been through together. people with incredible talents. you can't look down on that.
anyway, i already said i'm going to keep working. your list has a defined goal, something you're working toward. i don't have anything like that. that's why i have to keep looking.