I thought perhaps I should though... and I was told I definitely should.
[And he wasn't planning on doing anything like it again. He couldn't see there being a need, though you never knew.]
And... if I don't apologize properly, I don't have a right to ask something of you.
Though now it seems a little silly, because thinking of that entire thing seems like the answer to my request will be obvious.
[He was already trying to convince himself to back out, but, he really didn't have a choice. Hadn't he decided to go through with this? He really would be a worthless coward if he didn't at least finish what he started.]
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[And he wasn't planning on doing anything like it again. He couldn't see there being a need, though you never knew.]
And... if I don't apologize properly, I don't have a right to ask something of you.
Though now it seems a little silly, because thinking of that entire thing seems like the answer to my request will be obvious.
[He was already trying to convince himself to back out, but, he really didn't have a choice. Hadn't he decided to go through with this? He really would be a worthless coward if he didn't at least finish what he started.]