[When he's ready to talk about the island, Dirk will be the first one he'll try to turn to. He's already made that decision, it's just... following through with it. It's frightening, to talk about the things that happened to him, and to Kazuichi. And if any of their classmates show up... he doesn't want anyone to be suspicious of them. They've had enough of that life, they really have.
But he just sighs quietly and keeps the side of his head pressed gently against Dirk's, still holding him in a warm embrace. Movies have told him that it should be feeling awkward, and maybe Dirk is, but for Hajime...? He's genuinely comfortable like this, closing his eyes and exhaling another calm breath.]
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[When he's ready to talk about the island, Dirk will be the first one he'll try to turn to. He's already made that decision, it's just... following through with it. It's frightening, to talk about the things that happened to him, and to Kazuichi. And if any of their classmates show up... he doesn't want anyone to be suspicious of them. They've had enough of that life, they really have.
But he just sighs quietly and keeps the side of his head pressed gently against Dirk's, still holding him in a warm embrace. Movies have told him that it should be feeling awkward, and maybe Dirk is, but for Hajime...? He's genuinely comfortable like this, closing his eyes and exhaling another calm breath.]
I think I've known that for a while.